I LOVE YOU ALL

king_landin88 @ 2005-09-08T20:58:00

2005-09-09T04:02:55Z

she left me a note. how sweet is that. a random note in my car. i didnt think she did that kidn of thing. she surprises me more all the time. im head over heels again. i get excited easy. oh well. i like it. i also got a senior superlative and made the football homecome. i actually like school this year. i hate going but when im there its not bad. and i hate work. such a hinderance in life. screw work.

king_landin88 @ 2005-08-29T21:34:00

2005-08-30T04:12:13Z

a-mazing. a-mazing girl. a-mazing movie. a-mazing goodnight kiss. a-mazingly happy.

king_landin88 @ 2005-08-02T23:05:00

2005-08-03T04:06:11Z

i also forgot to mention that i will be skipping school tommorow and attending vans warped tour. i know all of you are very jealous. sorry. no im not sorry.

king_landin88 @ 2005-08-02T23:00:00

2005-08-03T04:01:30Z

i am a happy kid. shes great. and i cant stop thinking about her. i love everyone. except lincoln. <br>

king_landin88 @ 2005-06-06T18:56:00

2005-06-06T23:58:55Z

i love the academy is. they are great and i do believe i am going to see them next week with mae. sweet. i just had dinner at seans and it was great. his mom made pork chops and mashed potatoes and steamed brocoli. oh and some orgasmic peach cobler. sean edited this picture of me and it turned out pimp anus.

fine looking couple.

king_landin88 @ 2005-06-03T01:37:00

2005-06-03T06:39:40Z

i am very shallow. and i date around a lot trying to find another good relationship. and i spend a lot of time looking at myself. horrible.

king_landin88 @ 2005-06-02T14:04:00

2005-06-02T19:11:59Z

i text her on accident last night ha. that sucked. uh yesterday sean and i listened to eminem a lot. we made this like 2 disc 30 song greatest hits collection that we both love. its good cruising music. we had it in and went to farmers market and drove over some of those bushes and then rode over the railroad tracks. that was pretty fun. then church of course. then we all went to marble slab. tension in the air. not a big deal anymore. whatever happens happens. then we went to wal mart for a bit. mary beth and brent and i danced out in the rain for a little while. there was like 2 inches of water in the parking lot where we were. that was fun. she is cool. then i headed home. and watched the jackass movie, which very much inspired me to start videoing again. its been too long. when i finally went to sleep i had a dream about an old friend. she is the first girl i ever had a crush on and i dreamed we hung out and rode around and stuff. it was cool. this girl is still around town and i see her occasionally. she is homeschooled. i think i will call her and see if she wants to get together and hang out sometime.

i havent been to a concert in a while. i think mae is coming up. i am definetely going to try and go to that one. i have seen them once but they have a new cd now.

christine gets back in town today. i havent seen her in foreva seems like.

king_landin88 @ 2005-06-01T11:42:00

2005-06-01T16:44:26Z

well the one is not working out entirely as planned. i guess it may in time but i sure dont like waiting. it seemed good for a day or two. oh well. sean came over this morning at like 730. he had his mom drop him off so that we could wash a few cars. we are going in to small time business ha. we are going to wash and detail cars for like 20 bucks a piece. like inside out make the vehicle look good. we have already done his parents and we are doing my moms and her one coworker's today. pass the word to your parents. anyway i guess that is all for now. i want to spend the night with all of them again. that was so much fun. kind of spoiled us all i think because as far as i know everyone misses it. i am wearing a fake lip ring right now. i think it looks awesome and i would love to have it done but i know that will not happen anytime soon. i am waiting on sean to wake up and start making fun of it. anyway. later killers.
glad you are still with us.

king_landin88 @ 2005-05-29T00:41:00

2005-05-29T06:00:37Z

well i am in a great mood. life is good right now. she is definetely on the mind. we had a good time today. i thought so at least. and she also visited the workplace for a nice little while. anyway joe ferrell is a middle aged man who comes to ralphs. he is increddibly educated and my favorite customer. so today we started talking about the life aquatic soundtrack which led to a conversation about classical music, and how i wished i knew more about it. so then he comes back tonight and brings me like 4 cds of classical music which are amazing. and he and andrew nixon and i are sitting in ralphs listening to this while i finish everything up and we start talking about poetry and how andrew and i wished we were more knowledgable about stuff. and i mentioned something about having to memorize carpe diem for mrs andrews and then joe starts quoting this poem and goes on with it litterally for like 5 minutes. then he starts doing annabelle lee by edgar allen poe which is a hard poem to read much less memorize. it is beautiful but the language is just different. so we all leave and i am just in awe of this old guy and how cool he is. between he and jack sallee and a christian that is what i want to be when i am old. and so he put me in this great mood where i am just thinking about life and poetry and i am listening to this music and just wanting to soak everything in. something about the mix between late night and the donut shop and all just does somehting to me. ha sounds kinda gay but it makes me want to paint or sing or something. and also makes me think of her more. oh well. wow i am in a great mood. life is good right now.

king_landin88 @ 2005-05-26T10:11:00

2005-05-26T15:14:11Z

well what a way to start off the summer. that was fun. the whole night. but esp once we retired for the evening. i kind of hope something can come of all this. i am so tired. in really dont miss the old group after this kinda stuff. screw the old group. this is great. there is still drama but its soo much nicer drama. fun drama almost. we have known these girls for like a week. wow.

king_landin88 @ 2005-05-23T16:54:00

2005-05-23T21:58:42Z

well today was fun. this weekend was fun. i will just talk about today though. i went to first block...pretty lame. then i went to art which was actually kind of fun. then may beth marcum who i had hung out with on saturday text me and told me that i should skip school with a friend and go to the lake. so sean and i left and went and met her and mikha at the lake. that was really fun. we only got to stay for about an hour and we had a dang hard time getting there but still it was all fun. then i went back to school to pick up my sister and found out that i had won senior class vice president. woo hoo. i beat kelly carter, jake durm, and rachel schmid. that is very exciting.

there are a lot of them on my mind. shorter taller, younger older, bigger smaller, liking and unliking. i wish i could find a good one that had a coequal feeling. maybe it will come.

thoughs. been a while.

2005-05-15T06:16:27Z

she and i have the weirdest relationship. sometimes i will just snap at her. and soemtiems we will be best friends and even more than that. and occasionally i almost miss when we were more than that. but only when we are together. its hard to explain. things are still best how they are. i like what we have.

and then there is her. yes another her. and i have no idea what is going on there. she misses me and i miss her but not everything that comes with her. ha. its all pretty ridiculous. we sure were happy there for a few weeks. too bad crap got complicated.

and miss him. oh now this entry perhaps appears gay. well i miss this person in a differnt way. hes rarely the same him i used to be friends with. can this change be attributed to something. yes. the same somethign that is kind of screwing up my whole little group of friends. he was the old him last night. it was great.

last night was great. wow. sams, caving, best view of cookeville there is, and avery trace. loved that. and for the most part it was a nice clean night. i took away 2 pair of shorts, a powerade, and a street sign.

i have a couple ladies in mind. should what my friends think about a girls looks affect how i feel about her. nope. do they? yep. that makes me pretty dang shallow. besides all that im not even sure which one i like. but i am ready for one of my own. esp for the summer. tonight for some reason really made me want one. one for me.

sorry this is such an emo entry. i hate emo entrys. ones where you have to try and figure out who the author is takling about. yet this is the only way i can say exactly what i want without really being confronted about it. and if this entry appears sad, dont think i am. because i am not. i am actually really happy. i have a great job, that i speed home from every night i work. wonderful friends. im reasonably attractive. i can usually keep an intersting love life cooking. interesing can be good or bad but still interesting. and i am a blessed guy. great family. pretty nice car. and a wonderful upbringing.

i really do love my friends and i dont know what i would do without any of them.

king_landin88 @ 2005-03-28T20:13:00

2005-03-29T02:20:05Z

well my skank hoes. i worked at dairy queen for two days. i work at dairy queen no more. for my dearest friend lindsey herren has gotten me a job working at your local ralphs donuts. oh yes. ralphs donuts. no fast food. no uniforms. no visors. no crazy lady bosses. ralphs donuts. and dont anyone ask for me to hook you up either. perhaps at some point in time if i feel like you really deserve it then i will slide an extra donut in the bag. until then dont ask because i dont want to get fired. by the way lindsey i love you so much. i quit at dairy queen today. i will still get my pay check which will be like 55 dollars for 2 nights. and i didnt have anything to do on those two nights anyway. plus i got a taste of what fast food is like.

in other news i have secured the role of my leading lady in my and pattons movie. morgan thomas. this will be the girl that i fall in love with and profess my love to in the end of the night. i am excited. morgan is a great actress. we will do well.

king_landin88 @ 2005-03-25T00:47:00

2005-03-25T06:52:56Z

i am eating a dry bowl of cereal. i still have a spoon and a bowl and all. just no milk. it kinda sucks but its not too awful. i watched the village tonight. that movie is really good. oh and patton and i are directing an independant film together. yes that is correct. we have a general idea of what the whole thing will consist of. we also have a general idea of who will play what characters. however if you have my livejournal and feel like you should be included in the acting portion of this event then you can send a resume to king_landin88@hotmail.com. alright later whores. by the way i tried to mess with my journal and made it this completely nice navy color. i kind of like it though.

king_landin88 @ 2005-03-23T10:15:00

2005-03-23T16:35:21Z

well that was definetely an interesting night. i got to jacobs at about 8. lindsey came shortly after that. confusing situation. we all kinda messed around at the fire and hung out. then lindsey left at about 1030 and the riding started. ryan, brent, sean, seth and i all piled into ryans little car and went to the raffertys billboard that can be seen from the interstate. we all climbed up on this billboard which was located out in some guys field. then we went and rode around and ended up spinning donuts in a field. eventually we did go back to the bonfire. when we were there brent realized that he had lost his wallet. so we went back and found it at the billboard. then i took gary and brent and we gave ruben a ride home. once we dropped him off we went over to walmart and got some hot dogs, donuts, chips, and buns. we went back to jacobs where we found everyone who was still there was very intoxicated. we then took this intoxicated group of people in ryans car to go and ride around. this time it was ryan, seth, brent, sean, michael, chris and myself. we rode around all these back roads until we realized we were low on gas. so we then went to golden gallon to get gas. while there we realized that ryans car had a flat tire. so we aired it up and headed back to jacobs.on the ride we bumped out my rap cd and everyone was singing. there is nothing funnier than al those people singing "ride with me" by nelly. i hate that they were all drunk however im sure it would not have been as funny if they were all in a normal state of mind. on the final road to jacobs i hit 2 possums. i was driving. we took both of their dead bodies and placed them on the hood of jacobs car and rode home with them. im not sure what we had planned on doing with them once we got back to jacobs but whatever we were going to do was cancelled when pulled up to see jacobs huge father, roger, standing there waiting on us. he chewed us out bad for leaving and being irresponsble and being a bad friend and all kinds of stuff. then we all went in and went to bed. this morning i got up and he told us all that we had to tell our parents what happened and have them call him. i told my mom and she was pretty cool about everything. now im going to take a shower and go do soem work. sorry this was long but it was a long night.
Ryans Tank. I love.
look at this awful thing. it deserved to die. both of them. sorry peta people.

king_landin88 @ 2005-03-21T00:28:00

2005-03-21T06:41:35Z

well here we are on this beautiful sunday evening. i suppose it is now monday morning actually. 12.30. i had moch trial this weekend in nashville. it was fun. definetelely akward with christine but i kept clear of her for the most part. i was strong. im proud of myself. saturday i hung out with sammy for a bit then i was with sean and tasha and becky and brent for a little while. my night was not as interesting as theirs however. i left them and went home and fell asleep watching swordfish. then i had church and drama all day today.

i picked sean up after church because he was out town and was very low on gas without his wallet. so we went over to his house. and then chanel came over for a few minutes and jacob also. then jacob to sean back to his empty tank of gas and chanel and i hung out here. sean and i then went to get a movie after she left and we met lindsey at blockbuster. she was also renting a movie. thats cool. it was nice seeing her because she has been out of town all weekend. well i guess just saturday night because i was gone fri and sat.

anyway sorry this isnt to amazingly interesting. however it is what i felt i needed to share.

king_landin88 @ 2005-03-17T15:58:00

2005-03-17T22:02:50Z

last night was very fun. since jacobs bonfire got cancelled i said that everyone could come out here and there were a lot of people that didnt come but still we had a good time with those who were here. i guess there were like ten of us. some of the guys spent the night. we fell asleep watching pulp fiction. and by the way patton and brent are my best friends because they definetely got up this morning after i had left and cleaned my room. god bless you both.

yeah well ive had some lady drama in the life the past few days but last night also seemed to help witht that. although i suppose the help could turn into more drama. who knows. it was fun. this weekend i have moch trial. that will be interesting. she will be ther.

i did community service this morning. and yesterday morning. 5 hours each day. which means i only have 2 hours left. yesterday i did some cleaning and whatnot. nothing hard. today i did nothing at all. pretty ridiculous but i guess doing nothing and getting it out of the way is better than having to work hard to get it out of the way.

i love you all...most of the time.

king_landin88 @ 2005-03-07T23:54:00

2005-03-08T05:57:32Z

well i have not written in here in almost a month however mr anderson has inspired me. i would just like to say heck yes to everything he said. in the beginning the whole go in a corner and cry "emo kid" was a funny joke but you all are definetely making it a correct stereotype of our type of people. we should all just make love and not war. peace and unity and kisses and whatnot. that is what its about. i love to make out. sorry if i have stepped on any toes. you know i love you all. esp. sean for his wicked entry.

king_landin88 @ 2005-02-14T17:03:00

2005-02-14T23:03:55Z

well here we are on valentienes. it has been 7 days since my last post. once again thank you everyone for the numerous compliment on the last entry. well since the concert i have done a thing or two. we had two days off of school that was great. and on friday morning i left for wintercamp and didnt get back until sunday night. that was very fun. i was much better at snowboarding this year than the last two years. i think because i skateboarded some the last year or so. but i still had a couple falls. im pretty sore. if i could snowboard all the time i would be in shape. that is a workout. man that would be cool. anyway when i got back i met up with a friend on sunday night and then i had school this morning. no real valentine but still someone who made the day enjoyable. well lots of love to all.

king_landin88 @ 2005-02-07T18:43:00

2005-02-08T00:47:52Z

well once again it has been a good while since the last update.
sorry. but i dont think too much interesting has happened so i will just go over the weekend. friday i got up at like 5 oclock and showered and everything then went over to lindseys grandmothers and picked her up at like 630. we then went to ralphs donuts and had some donuts and some coffee and she gave me the grand tour of the place. that was all pretty fun. then i took her to school at 8 and i went in and tlaked to everyone for a few minutes. then i left to go over to holiday in where i would be meeting the rest of my speech comrades. i was there a little early so i got in the car with gus paxton and bumped out some stuff on his system. i played a rock song and then he would play a rap song and we were just kind of checking out the bass. that was pretty fun. then we all got on the bus and began our 5 hour trip to collierville. this was a long ride but not to awful. at one time there was a certain girl who was really pissing me off and i kind of snapped at her but besides that i was all cool. then we got to collierville that evening and all went shopping. i mainly just hung out with ward jordan in the mall. i love that guy. we had a good time. then we all went over to a target and old navy which happened to be right next to a dollar tree. so ward and i went to dollar tree where we both bought plastic 6 shooters, sweaters(yes real sweaters for only 1 $0), and i bought a pair of cool sunglasses. then we all went and ate at an italian restaurant. that was fun. then we went back to the hotel. at the hotel we immediately all went swimming. had a good time there but it didnt last way too long. then we all went upstairs and after a few minutes we ended up having a pretty good group of people in my room. we all played a game and goofed off for a while. then at about 2 in the morning i decided to actually work on my speech peice for the tournament the next day. so a group of us all went down to the workout room and did out peices for each other. then after all of that i actually went to bed.(3am) the next morning at about 7 i got up and got ready for the tournament. i was pretty happy with how i did over all. then we had a nice long bus ride home which was very fun. i had some good conversation with a friend. then i got home at like 10 and went and hung out in town for about an hour. then i went and picked up my sister from a party and we headed home. the next morning i got up and went to church then went drove my dads mbw to lebanon for him. i had the top down the whole way, busting out hawthorne heights. then i worked for him for a couple hours before jacob and brent and chanel all came and picked me up on the way to the hawthorne heights show. that was great. the show was soooo good. i loved it. i actually wore eye liner to the show. im not sure of everyones oppinions on this but i thought it looked really cool, and i got a few complimetns about the leftover that was on my eyes today. then today i went to school and hhad a hard time focusing on anything but still made it through the day!

sorry this is so long and sorry i said then so numerously.

king_landin88 @ 2005-01-31T16:10:00

2005-01-31T22:19:22Z

wow. i havent written since last wednesay. just havent felt the need to i guess. thursday i went out shopping with mom and she bought me pair of pants plus gave me some money to get 2 more pair.

Then friday i went to school and afterwards lindsey was supposed to go with me to get those other pants but she got sick. so chris went and i had my sister and shawn malone because i take them home everyday. so we went over to factory connection and i got 2 pair of firls american eagle pants, and this shirt which is really really cool. then i took chris to his car and went home for a minute. there i got ready then headed out and picked shawn malone up and headed over to seans which was awesome. he had a little get together thing and lika all of our close friends came which was great. everyone just entertained themself and believe it or not im pretty suire there was no illegal substance use. none to my knowledge anyway. there are a lot of pictures from that night in seans photobucket acount if youd like to check that out. but i went over there then kelsey and i went and hung out for a little while then we came back. kels left seans at about 9. a few other girls stayed for a while longer. lindsey was supposed to come but because of that sickness she didnt make it. then we stayed up late and i fell asleep( in the bed lucky me). then saturday i got up at like 730 where i found kyle stuck in seans yard. so i helped seans dad pull him out. then i left and took rubano home. then i went home for a bit and headed to labanon to work for my dad. i made some money. then i came back to town about seven and hung out with everyone for a while. i paid off half of my debt to sean. then we skated for like an hour which made my stomach muscles very sore. then i had church sunday and now i just got out of school here on monday. thats about it.

well actually today i went to moch trial at 130 and we met with our younger lawyer who doesnt care what we do so he let us leave at like 215. so i went over to walnut park with ward and danielle and sammy. that was kind of cool. we all talked for a bit. ok well thats really it.

king_landin88 @ 2005-01-26T21:53:00

2005-01-27T03:57:32Z

well today was fun. after moch trial i went back to school to pick shawn malone up. then brent asked if he could just go with me. so we went and dropped shawn off then brent and i came over to my heezy for a minute. then we went to andrews house where i got like 8 new ringtones because of this program hes has and because we have like the same phone. i got:

ludacris - rollout, hawthorne heights - ohio.., thrice - artist..., outcast - roses, bily talent - river below, michael jackson - bad, frou frou - let go, and a song by northstar.... it is really freaking cool

then we headed over to church. church was good. stephen preeched and did a good job. i am not at home trying to study but getting very distracted. i freaking hate doing school work.

king_landin88 @ 2005-01-24T23:13:00

2005-01-25T05:16:38Z

is this my third entry today? yes. does that bother any of my readers. i hope not. i cleaned out the garage this afternoon and then went over to kelseys and we watched a little fear factor and then dodgeball. that was cool. now i am home, just had some ramen noodle. good crap.

king_landin88 @ 2005-01-24T17:00:00

2005-01-24T23:01:28Z

got home from court
sentence... 12 hours community service
83$ x 2 for court costs = 166$
driving school = 50$

thank you tennessee.

king_landin88 @ 2005-01-24T11:46:00

2005-01-24T17:58:43Z

well here we are on monday and i am at home. last night was pretty fun. patton and brent did sneak over at like 230. so we all go outside and walk to this field where there were suposed to be some cows. but it turns out the cows were clear on the other side of the field. so we all start to head over to the other side of this field on the hunt for cows. then jacob decides that he is too cold and cows arent worth it so he turns back. brent and patton and i all continued on the search, after a nice long walk we found the cows. however the field that we had to walk through to get to them was like full of sticks and crap so when we walked it sounded like we were stepping on potato chips. needless to say by the time we got close there were no more sleeping cows. so we went back to jacobs without having tipped any cows. although since jacob left us early we told him we tipped two.....jacob is you read this, sorry..... then we went back to jacobs and hung out a bit then i fell asleep and patt and brent went home. i got up this morning and and came home and ive been trying to figure out what to wear to court today. i ahve to go at 2 oclock because i got one speeding ticket and one ticket because a fuse in my car blew and i didnt have tailights. this sucks balls. i am hoping that the judge will check my tailights and see that they are fixed and then i can maybe go to school for the ticket. but thats about it.. so there you go.